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Substantial Revelations

from Suicide Music by Lost In The Sauce

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It's the powders it's the pills,
It's the way they make time stand still
It's the flowers, it's the seeds,
It's the way that they control me
It's the flora it's the fauna,
It's the “I don't fucking wanna sober up”
It's never knowing when enough is enough

It's never waking up at baseline
Or being able to play that bassline
It's throwing up my guts for days
Spine aching, counting all the ways
I have soak myself in substances
Handicapped bathroom hash oil stints
Is this something I care to change?
Am I stoned or deranged?
Is it still justified to remain high when chronic pain makes me want to die
I try to whiten up my eyes but they soon well with tears
Why does the fear of unrelenting pain seem to consume my nightmarish brain
Face fucking dosed till I'm insane, gained superpowers from the flowers, swallowed seeds trying to explain why they all say I should abstain from drugs and self destructive, reproductive acts, act like I don't want wax inside my lungs each second I'm awake, I pray the Lord my bowl won't break when I spaz out of conscious control of my muscles,

Suicidal breakdowns in my dorm room, bitch so much I need a muzzle.

They say I should live, Me Before you what gives?

It's the panic, it's the fear, it's living through another year.
It's the sunshine, it's the rain, it's nightmares of being on that plane
It’s the lack of any drive, it’s just the “I don’t fucking wanna be alive”
Perception’s so contrived

I'm vomiting up words and sounds hoping I'll stumble upon something profound, but all around it's just the same damn song,
I hate the world they did me wrong,
Leave me alone, don't take my bong,
Be happy I'm still here.

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from Suicide Music, released July 27, 2018

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Lost In The Sauce Oneonta, New York

Hyperalgesic asshole. Bum notes and dumb quotes.

September 20th, 2020

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