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Chemicals And Stares Shoed Up

from Suicide Music by Lost In The Sauce

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I miss that girl and all her flaws
All her little cracks and brittle claws, I miss our fucked up codependency

But misery has bonded me with lovers as of now count three.
Chained together thrown in to the fire in the worst of weather

Or not I can keep this head glued up with chemicals and stares shoed up then maybe I can get to 23

But I'm running out of my mind
On the daily hoping I'll find out the
Failings of my life so I can “fuck me” back to sleep because

I'm on more drugs than Hitler was
And I can't concentrate for shit because I'm busy plotting out my own death.

And I fetishize my sadness and I run on bitter blackness.
And I'm growing tired with every agonizing breath.

But I just know it'll pass soon.
Yeah, I'll be stoned off my ass soon,
Feeling not quite as tragic as before.

So I'll have one more green drink and I'll just try harder not to think about how all we do is meaningless as spores.

I know it probably doesn't matter,
But I don't want to see you splattered with the bits of brain that I let slip

Through the cracks of my damned, manic fucking psyche

I'm insane, I know you know, but do you know? Thankfully I self destruct most of the time but

I'm allergic to nuts so I can't swallow all my failings.
And I'm still stuck here on this railing and I don't have the strength to jump or climb down, it's all been a lie now

But I just know it'll pass soon.
Yeah I'll be stoned off my ass soon,
Feeling not quite as tragic as before.
So I'll have one more green drink and I'll try harder not to think about how all we do is meaningless as spores.

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from Suicide Music, released July 27, 2018

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Lost In The Sauce Oneonta, New York

Hyperalgesic asshole. Bum notes and dumb quotes.

September 20th, 2020

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